Not 12

It isn't even 12 midnight and i feel sleepy already. Need to do things online. Tweak stuff. Should record some more dark music for my album. Kind of hungry. Waiting is torture sometimes. Only like 15 days left of 2009.

2009 2010

Testing stuff. Have to try harder. Need things to happen. Be strong. Believe in self worth. Push things forward. All of that. Pre 2010. End of 2009. As, Ds, Em and Rm.

2010 is going to be the hardest year of my life.

Am i scared? No. 2009 thought me if i work harder than others i can do whatever i want. Dream big. Be smart. Follow my heart. Stay strong.

300 Bass Samples

Re-uploaded 300 bass samples that i made. I'm building up MY site rather than a regular music production sample site. Going for it... slowly, lol.

It's funny to hear about Tiger, lol.

Making Music Again

Recording some new music. Working on it slowly. I've been sleeping all weird lately. It's been hard to find the time to record. Using and learning a newish recording program i got awhile back. I'm better organized this time around.

Bad Mood

I'm in too much of a bad mood to make electronic music right now. Earlier i was getting myself mentally ready to make a song from scratch tonight but the good for nothing neighbors killed that mood.

Was working on a song about shrooms.

Darker

Even darker than i first thought...

I was going to make like 3 or 4 short songs this summer but i've been thinking about a bigger project. My mind is in a dark place right now. The song ideas are very dark. It's nothing i planned and nothing i want. I'd rather have a fun carefree life. Never have. :(

I'll probably jot down the dark ideas and make an album outline and record those short one offs because i don't have the tech stuff i want to do the big project. Dark music in the making either way.

Dark Music

Working on completing my drum samples sample pack. Should finish tonight or tomorrow. Well some time this week at least. Don't know what to price it at. $25 or $100, lol. I think i'm going to low ball it for volume of sales. I have a marketing plan. Hope it works.

When i'm not making samples i'm thinking up new ideas for my dark music that i make. I feel like recording a couple of one off songs. This Summer has already got me stressed. If the sample thing kickes off good then i'll be more at ease.

MySpace Music Blah

I didn't sign into MySpace in over a month. Didn't miss it at all. It really has become worthless to me. My time can be much better spent somewhere else online.

It's like major label parade over there, lol.

Music Promotion

Just read an article about music promotion. The band guy in the article was bitching about free mp3s and such. Typical internet dummy. Guy didn't even have a proper title tag on his band's website, lol.

The artists that will be popular will know how to be webmasters too. Thank goodness i learned basic HTML in 2006.

Twice Now

Twice now i have tried to record a new song and ended up with nothing. At least at the end of this last time it sparked off an idea that might work. I'm going to use a sample i've had for like 5 or more years. Hope it works out.

TV...
Watched a new tv show called Royal Pain (or something like that) it was ok.

Amped

I'm amped up to record an IDM song. I was recording the other night but everything sounded like junk. Maybe i can crank one out tonight if i'm not too sleepy. I should get offline and do whatever. Blogging to try to kick start me into recording.

(long pause)

PS... i hate when music forums are (rel nofollow).

New Song Making

If i make a new folder on my computer a new song will follow. Just the act of making a folder to a new song is spark enough to me. Sometimes the collection of sounds takes a while but when i dive in it's quick. Still feel like making music this month so this Summer might be good :)

Music in the Waiting

So i waited around in case the real a$$tate agents came to show the house on the wrong day instead of yesterday and they were a no show again today, lol. A$$h0les! LOL!!! I'm glad they didn't come. They now will have a hard time when they call to catch me at home. Fu_k em'. I'm not wasting my time so they can get a commission on selling some sh_t they know nothing about.

Basically i wait around and hold off on whatever i want to do like make music or design websites waiting for these dipsh_ts. No more.

As for music i have had some good inspiration as of late to fuel my creativeness.

Anxiety Attack

Felt like i was having an anxiety attack last night. Haven't had one of those in a long time. They make me panic and feel like i want to kill myself, lol. I laugh because i've had them before and never did, duh, lol. I hate them though. This was different. I felt no self hatred. I felt hatred for other. It's from the stress i'm going through. Unneeded caused by other so i guess that's where the outter hate comes from. Fu_k em'. I'm not going to let them bother me.

Still in a music making mood. Other people have been a buzzkill though. I can see why richies live in big houses with big fences though. Wish i was living like that. Away from all others. LOL!!!

Baby Deer

Saw a baby deer and it's mother i guess. took it's pic quick. Too far away to get a good shot. No real inspiration in any of it, lol. Nothing like that yellow spider.

Real A$$holes

The A$$holes i was waiting for didn't show. I'm happy about it and pissed too. I really don't want them here but i would like a call/message if they cancel. Watch them show up tomorrow at 1. Dumb A$$es ain't getting in.

It really troughs a monkey-wrench in my music making mojo. I wish i was a Jawa.

5hrs and the Yellow Spider

Waiting around for 5hrs until a$$holes get here, lol. Wasting time and keeping my mind busy by surfing around online. Total buzzkill day today. Hate it!

Saw a yellow spider yesterday. Took it's picture. I think i might use it as a muse for new music. I feel like recording alot but i have sh_t on my mind. If all else fails download new music samples. It's better than doing nothing i guess.

No Time to Make Music

Today i have no time to make music even though i'm amped to do so. Sometimes life gets in the way. I hate other people sometimes. Taking up my time, wasting it.

Clown Song

Made a song for the summer about a clown, lol. Will have it up online on June 1st. It was fun to make. The concept is good it basically plays into peoples fear of clowns.

Extra: I hate real estate agents.

DEM

This blog is now born, lol.